where to even begin with this episode...
this one was a lot. is a lot. this past week, I lost my job and with it the consistency and seeing people I've grown ever so close with on a regular basis, which will likely be the hardest part for me. I started arguments with people I care about while I was stressed and am now being forced to decide what path best suits me for my next steps. it's scary. it's overwhelming. it's normal, but not talked about. it's really hard. but as with everything else, it's not impossible, despite feeling that way in the moment. and I am determined to make it one of the best things to have ever happened to me.
we also have a fun lil catch up with my best friend in the entire world where she sheds some light on who she knows me to be, some of her favorite qualities of mine along with some of the unfavorable.
and together we talk how all of this daunting but the hardest part is over.
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#growing_through_my_20s #Eilynne_renee #growing_up #best_friend #red_flag #green_flag #getting_laid_off #lost_my_job #losing_my_job #what_do_I_do_now